I've felt bad enough about it already through most of yesterday and half of today. especially this morning. seriously what is the deal with parents?

i know that its totally not right of me to badmouth them. but i really still do respect them a lot as parents. but sometimes it just gets so god damn annoying.

for my mom i think i've learnt that most of the time its just better to let her have her way when we discuss anything. i know she means me well anyway. but sometimes its just so hard in certain boldily conditions to endure more.. nagging. but i repeat i knmow she means me well.

dad is.. really i dont know what the hell to do sometimes. he just shouted at me a few times again tonight so freaking loudly. with doors and windows open. he asks me to change all the time and never takes the effort to notice any of it. abit like mom. but quite unlike. i just wont stop getting into trouble with him until i do everything the way he suggests. its as good as imposing the approach to me. fine he does ask me to think of alternative solutions but mine never scratch.

i repeat again. i know they mean well but its so hard to digest everything sometimes. i love them a lot so what i'm saying now is just to try and destress a bit.

screw it. nothing'll change.
i should stop. i need to get back to finish my work before i god damn do badly again tomorrow.
posted by halfpastfour- at 9:49 PM [edit]